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Genting Honeymoon 2012

2012-02-09T14:06:00.004+08:00

Last two days I went for holiday or honeymoon with my beloved JC. We went there just to simply enjoy the cold weather and spend some time resting there. KL has been really hot and we'd decided to go Genting to cool down.. There were many activities and programs going on in Genting but then we did not go for those activities. Instead, we went for a nice movie and enjoyed our time just walking around and looking at other people playing. We enjoyed such leisure time and not having to tire ourselves going for all sorts of games and activities. We also spent time sleeping in the afternoon in cooling environment in our room...

Camwhoring..I love to go Genting

Teaching my JC to smile...He's having trouble smiling

See..trying to smile but don't really work though

We were waiting for fireworks to begin... Yup.. The day we went to Genting was the last day of CNY and fireworks were supposed to be one of the program that day. It was supposed to start at 7.30pm but we waiting until 8pm with nothing happened. So we went back to room to bathe and wait for our movie at 9pm...Emmm... smile testing fail again! =(

SMILE!!! =)

Ok la..berjaya sikit this time

Em...tidak berjaya again..LOL

I notice that he loves to act cool..

This is our room..Camwhoring again...Sorry for the messy bed. Just woke up after a good night sleep in cold room..Yay..

Overall, I enjoyed this trip with JC, mainly is because we did not rush for any games and we just spent time leisurely there without much stress..

~End~

Lai Peng

*Hope to go for such holiday again soon*

立春

2012-02-04T20:25:00.003+08:00

Today is 立春 where eggs will be standing from certain time onwards. Nobody really knows the reason behind it of why the egg will stand on a particular time and day. But anyway, everyone enjoys playing and making the eggs stand. ^_^

I made this rose with just toothpick and left over cloth pieces

As you can see, the eggs are standing..cool huh?!

Finally, we have 7 eggs standing right now..Yes..right now!

~End~

Lai Peng

My 23 years old Birthday

2012-02-03T16:16:00.007+08:00

Yesterday 2nd Feb was my birthday and I am officially is 23 years old this year. Sound so old OMG! My family celebrated my birthday in Ipoh and we had home made steambot. Since we were celebrating at home, with my grandmothers, so we had the steambot dinner at our living room..

We had all the tables and burner set up around 6.30pm.

Beverages for dinner

Em...The food we had for steambot

My mum's expert dish- Tomato La-La

Steamed chicken (dad's favorite)

I was having fun playing with eggs...

The steambot dishes..Having lots of fish balls, meat balls, prawns, fish fillets, hotdogs, veges and ham...

Emmm...Yum Yum..the food is cooking already

My family enjoying the steambot

Birthday is nothing without birthday cake right? Especially for me..I love CAKES...all sort of cakes..This year my birthday cake is a chocolate sponge cake. Pretty cheap, cost about RM18 for 500g cake. Surprisingly, I picked the cake, and I went to take the cake as well. I was like..really celebrating my birthday myself..LOL

How beautiful my cake is

This is Miss Peng Peng @ Pig SSing with her birthday cake..

Make a wish...and blow blow

Cut cut cut.. I wan a big piece myself..Yummm...

This year birthday without my JC. Sobz..I was pretty sad at first, but nvm, I will be seeing him soon.. I can't wait to see him again and celebrate my birthday again!

~End~

Lai Peng

Friendship that never ends

2012-02-03T14:19:00.003+08:00

I met up with besties not long ago during our CNY and our beloved Chia Wen took so many pictures of us together. It's obvious that she wanted to keep those pictures as a memory before she leaves Ipoh end of 2012. It's saddening because we've used so many years to keep our friendship strong and now she will be leaving us soon. Our dear Wai Leng will be furthering study in Singapore and so, this will make us all really separated kilometerssss away..I tried to calm myself and my besties. I believe that although we all have been separated for many years since high school, we still keep the friendship on until now. With Wai Leng, I've known her since standard 3, Jyn Ling in standard 4 and Chia Wen in secondary school. Our friendship have lasted for more than 5 years and even more than 10 years. I believe that it can even last forever..

Here are my beloved Ipoh besties (Jyn Ling, Chia Wen, Wai Leng). They've been my true friend, soul mate and buddies for so long. They lend me their ears each time I poured out all my misery and difficulties during our gathering. They listened to everything I said..Seriously.. I love them so much. They give me support and advice for just anything..They laugh with me but never cry with me b4..LOL..

Ok My besties is reading this post for sure and I'm just gonna say out what I really feel about them.

TO: Chia Wen,

Dear girl, my heart was aching that moment when I saw u dropped some tears at Jyn Ling's house when mentioned about your transfer to Penang. Girl, you said that after you've moved, you are a stranger to Ipoh. You must not think that way. Yes, you come back will no longer staying in Ipoh, but you are always part of Ipoh. All your secondary memories are in Ipoh and our friendship started in Ipoh too..It's sad to leave everything behind, but all those are just physically. Mentally, all memories will be with you no matter where you go. Though we may not be meeting often after you've moved, but believe me, our friendship will never end. It never will...plus, the distance can make us all stronger.. Chia Wen, you must be strong k? Everything will be just fine...Think positively k? We love you and will miss u. In the mean time, we try to spend as much time together as possible..Contact us if we happen to be back Ipoh again!

TO: Jyn Ling,

Dear darling, you've been the closest to me in Ipoh among our besties. You stay too near me and makes it so convenient for me to reach you when we're in Ipoh. I appreciate the time you gave me going out shopping and WALKING all the way from Kampung Simee to Jusco. Tiring, but when we're together, I just love that moment with you. You've been my listener for just everything. I appreciate the time you supported me during my breakup with JC.. You let me shed my tears with you that time. How ugly that I cried so badly to you. But, TQ! Without your support, I would be still crying back then. You cheered me up so much..TQ..I love u girl

TO: Wai Leng,

Dear Sor Po, to be honest I think you are a lucky girl. We all born in different family background. You've been a very funny and happy-go-lucky girl all these time. When be with you, time will always be fun and happy. But one thing I'm really worry for you is that, your life has been really easy all these time. I wanted to scold you when you told me you wanna study again. Everybody start working, you still wanna continue study and be burden to family. Sorry to be so honest. I think is because your family can support your study and don't mind at all. But you must study hard k? Don't make ur parents worry for you. I think when things go so smoothly, it's not a good thing. You must learn to be strong and not to be too naive about things k? No matter what you do, think twice and justify it..TQ for being a happy fruit all these time..I love u

Last but not least, I wan to say TQ for being a loyal and supportive besties ever.. I love you all... Promise me to be strong and take good care k? I don't want to be your dietitian in the future..

~End~

Lai Peng

2012 Birthday present!

2012-02-01T18:29:00.003+08:00

I've received birthday presents from Jyn Ling, Yue Yi and Wai Leng. Present from Wai Leng is in KL so I cannot post it here..

This lovely sweater is from Jyn Ling. It's a Korean style sweater and pretty warm. Which I will be wearing for my coming honeymoon with JC

This beautiful necklace is from Yue Yi. How sweet she is to remember my birthday. Lol..Me being a bad girl I forgotten her bday. Bad girl..sorry girl..!

TQ for the pressie, for all my loving girls...

Love u girls

~End~

Lai Peng

Update on CNY 2012

2012-01-31T17:50:00.003+08:00

In FB, I've seen everybody updating pictures of their CNY but different for me, I don't like to post anything about CNY there. I find that CNY is something personal to me and I prefer sharing in blog where there's only some people viewing it. My mum told me that every year CNY will be full of CNY feeling and moods after I am back to Ipoh. She said it is because I will be rushing everyone in the family to decorate the house with red items and will be playing CNY songs over and over again. This is so true about me. I enjoy CNY especially when the songs were filling my ears and creating the happy mood in me and my family..

This year we have cute dragon decorations at the front door of our house. Very cute right?

At the front porch, we have two medium size red lantern with fireworks

At front gate, this is how it looks like..

I went ahead to celebrate CNY with besties and Jyn Ling surprised me with my be-early birthday present. She gave me a beautiful Korean style long sleeve shirt. The materials are really good and the shirt is very soft and comfy. Perfect for my Genting trip with JC next week...

Traveling is very hectic and for me, my skin care products are definitely with me all the way. Just for fun, I packed my skin care products in travel size bag. In the pouch, there is my eyeliner, mascara, dental floss, eye cream, toner, AHA cleanser, essence, sun block and pore strips. Well, aloe vera gel is too big for the pouch..I guess I will be getting the travel size soon and fit it in the pouch for my trip next week..

One word.. Excited!

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Lai Peng

Family fish business

2012-01-30T21:58:00.003+08:00

I think I mentioned before this that my family has a family business of selling pet fishes and I'd taken some pictures of the fishes that we are selling most right now. As the supplier, it is really challenging and important to breed new fishes for more marketability. Here are some of the Betta Fighting Fish that we have. The first two fishes are the new breed that we have

This is "Half Moon"

This one is called "Full Moon". Full Moon is because of the shape of its tail and fins which spread out nicely and shaped like a full moon.

I've made some advertisement for our new fishes at our home. I've not taken the picture yet of what sort of 'advertisement and promotions of our new fishes..

Here is the pictures I promised, and it shows the promotions or advertisement that I made for our family Betta fish business

Using some soft board, I've wrapped it with mahjong paper and then decorated the board with the pictures of the Betta fishes. This is a mini project I made for my dad's business ^_^

This is the completed 'advertisement' of the fishes. Yup.I wrote the chinese words despite I'm totally a NON CHINESE EDUCATED girl, but I'm not a full BANANA [I've upgraded my standard to partial banana by knowing how to speak and read simple chinese writings]

We place the pictures right above the fishes which turns out to be really attractive and I can tell you that, business has improved since the pictures were up! Amazing..

Hope in the Year of Dragon, my family business will rise and be better!

~End~

Lai Peng

CNY 2012

2012-01-27T13:57:00.005+08:00

This year is another CNY. As usual, CNY can be boring and also exciting. The boring part is that nothing much we can do or go during CNY as most places will be closed or prices of food will be more expensive compared to before CNY. The most exciting part for me would be celebrating my baby boy's birthday yesterday. Although unexpectedly we had some small cold wars during the date, but fortunately we were fine the same night. I really doubted my value for him when we were having the cold wars and I asked him, "If I'm having something that you don't really like then why are you still loving me? I worth it?"

My heart melted when he told me, "That is for me to decide to love who and who is worth is and you are the one"

Although I was upset with the cold war on his birthday, but I was touched when he said I'm the one he's loving and worth it to him despite all my flaws...I will appreciate this...HAPPY BIRTHDAY again baby if you were reading this =)

Ok, here I just wanted to update or promote a skin remedy that I swear by to keep skin clear and blemish free (nearly blemish free). I've been trying this remedy for almost a month right now and I can swear to you that it made my skin clearer. Now, why I wanted to share? I've heard some of my cousins complaining of having bad complexion and breaking out recently. I heard that they've been switching skin care products but still not much improvement. I just hope this remedy can help anyone with skin problem to deal with it.

Yes, it's nothing but, instant plain oatmeal. The remedy I'm promoting is just to cleanse the face using instant oatmeal. If you skin is very problematic, red, inflamed and pimply, then use this remedy twice a day for cleansing. Believe me, after a week you can definitely see a difference. Check out this video to see how to use oatmeal to cleanse your skin:

So after using for a month or so, my skin is obviously clearer!

Camwhoring with a big sun glasses

Going out date with BF..

Ok, going out soon for visit. Update again next time!

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Lai Peng

Nice songs for sharing

2012-01-19T10:55:00.003+08:00

I just wanna share this song because I find this so touching and a good reminder for me not to simply do things or say things that can harm a good relationship. This reminds me of thinking before doing or speaking because if not, our actions may harm the person in love, and worst, killing them. And...we will regret for our whole life...

Touching song

~End~

Lai Peng

Chinese New Year 2012

2012-01-19T09:36:00.004+08:00

Chinese New Year coming again! Huhu! I'm going back hometown in another two days. Tomorrow is my final paper and after that I will be freeee!! Yay!

To be honest I've lost my mood for exam and now, I'm so emotional and eager to go home. Everybody is posting in FB that they're going back hometown, they're safely home.wtf! I wanna be at home too!!! Ish.. BEH TAHAN leh!

Every year I enjoyed my CNY at Ipoh all because I can feel the warmth and happiness in all my family members. Especially my parents, my mum. My mum is a very naggy, stubborn and sometimes not reasonable with certain things. She's also bad tempered some times. But during CNY she's totally a different person. When she sees her siblings (my uncles and aunts), she'll be so happy, joking around and laughing with them over silly things. I don't know how to say, but I can feel that during those times, she's much softer and easier to talk to. Approachable I would say. But she is still the best mum I have..

My dad..the happiest person on earth during CNY because he get to spend as much money as he wants. Other days, my mum would be nagging him for spending so much money on unnecessary things. But during CNY, she'll close one eyes and my dad, will be so crazy, especially when shopping for goods! You can see why:

The children: "Ba, this is so 'dai', two for only RM**. Worth buying."

The children: "Ba, this one nice or not? Nice ar? Emm..bit expensive. Nvm la. No money buy. Mummy dun let also"

Then dad's reply: "Mai la Mai la (Buy la buy la). So cheap must buy. Mummy dun buy? I buy."

So when we are purchasing goods for new year, you can see the trolley is as high as mountain. The receipt will be arounf RM5oo++ each time. This year we had two trolleys with mountains of goodies for CNY. Broke record already

What I really love during CNY is not getting the red packet. But I love to see the warmth and also the connection between everyone. We only get to see our long distance cousins once a year, and you can imagine how many stuff that we discuss. I enjoyed most is my when youngest aunt talking about her working experiences. She works as promoter in KLCC and she saw a lot of funny and crazy scenes and when she told it, it looks funny. Sometimes a little exaggerated. In fact, I'm closer to my uncles and aunts than my cousins, especially those younger ones. They don't approach me that much as compared to previous years. Perhaps is because I've became older?! Channel different.

I also love the CNY atmosphere. Every where is red colored and it gives a very strong emotional impact on me. I can feel very energized and happy.

Okay...I got to stop here. I'm getting emotional OMG. Go study first..=)

~End~

Lai Peng

Coloring is my passion

2012-01-17T13:20:00.003+08:00

Yup..this is my coloring set..hehe very kiddy right?

I looked so da** focused right? Lol..study also not so focused..wtf!

My master piece

~End~

Lai Peng

My master piece

2012-01-16T17:55:00.001+08:00

Master piece is up!

~End~

Pig who loves drawing

Masak Masak!

2012-01-16T15:22:00.004+08:00

Emmmmm.... It's good to be devouring in good and delicious foods... I'm a person who loves to eat.. and loves to cook. To those who know me well, they know that I enjoy cooking and because of this, they labelled me as 'House-wife' wtf! Well, loves to doesn't mean a good wife. But I must admit that my passion for cooking has bring a bad effect to my hubby. Sobz.. His central obesity is worsening.. OMG! But he just seem to be ignoring it. Haiz...

Yesterday we both cooked together for lunch and the menu of the day is Home Made Fish and Chip.

So how to prepare this?

Ingredients:

(A) Dory fillet

~ Dory fillet

~ Salt

~ Lemon zest and juice

~ Corn flour

~ Egg

~ Bread crumb

(B) French fries

~ Potato

~ Salt

~ Vegetables of your choice

~ Yogurt

~ Lemon juice

~ Black pepper (grind)

~ Pinch of Salt + Sugar

(D) Tartar sauce

~ Mayonnaise

~ Lemon juice

Steps:

Dory Fillet

1. Marinade the dory fillet with salt, lemon zest and juice for about 1/2 hour

2. Remove the excess water from dory fillet with kitchen towel

3. Coat dory fillet with corn flour evenly, then coat it with beaten egg

4. Lastly, coat the fillet with bread crumb. Be sure that it is coated evenly

5. Prepare oil in a wok. The right temperature for deep frying is 180 degree celcius, if you cannot measure the temperature, check it by dropping a little bread crumb into the oil. Sizzling and bubbling of the bread crumb indicate the right temperature.

6. Fry the fillet until golden brown. Remove it from the oil and drain off excess oil on kitchen towel or cooling rack

* REMEMBER to fry at the right temperature and heat. Control the burner to get the right heat. DO NOT cook the fillet with very high heat as it will over brown the coating of the fillet, but the fish is not cooked inside.

French fries

7. Cut potato into 1/2 x 1/2 inch size length wise (the length and size are flexible to you desire)

8. Soak the potato strips into salt water for 1/2 hour

9. Drain off excess water and use kitchen towel to dry it further

10. Set it aside for the water to further evaporates

11. Deep fry the potato just like the way of frying dory fillet.

Salad

12. Clean the vegetables and drain off excess water

13. Cut it to small pieces and put in a bowl

14. Add yogurt, black pepper, pinch of salt, sugar and some lemon juice.

15. Mix everything thoroughly

Tartar sauce

16. Simply mix evenly mayonnaise and lemon juice.

17. Serve everything on a plate and enjoy your home made fish and chips!

Enjoy and good luck in the kitchen (adapted from Cooking with The Dog)

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Bored studying..Hence, the Hair Painting

2012-01-16T12:33:00.006+08:00

Haha.. I've just finished my 3rd paper for this semester. Yay! Now, just wanna do some update about my colored hair. Previously, I mentioned about 'painting' my hair. I was thinking.... "when to start coloring?" Then, this sudden urge to paint started when I was so stressful studying for exam last weekend...

You can see how depressed I look.. with my green tea and notes beside me.

So took some time to camwhored a little [u know me XD]

I spent RM50 book voucher given by government on books and also some kiddy stuff like coloring book and pencils.. Yup you did not read wrongly.. I bought coloring book and color pencils. When I was younger, drawing and coloring plus painting used to be my passion and also to de-stress. When I was in Popular, I thought, since I'm really stressed and sad, why not try indulging myself with my old passion again?! So, I bought those kiddy stuff with a story book. Reading is also my passion since young. I love story books but now, I get too used to reading magazine instead. So, now, with the free voucher, I get myself a book to read..

As you can see, the beautiful little highlighters also included in my shopping list. They actually have really cute faces on it. Owh..can't really see..but nvm, I'm on my drawing project of these cute faces. Will upload it when it is done!

Last camwhore picture I took with my black hair..Say sayonara to it!

So, I went ahead to dye my hair.. U can refer to the previous post about my plan of coloring my hair..

Ok.. This is the final product after rinsing off, and a day after. I took this under good lighting. The color is not vibrant, not really light brown. It's more towards dark brown after blending with my original black color..

This picture I took outside under bright sun light. As you can see, the color is more obvious here. I pretty loving the color actually. And, the treatment I did using the given conditioner and + with my HG hair moisturizer, OLIVE OIL, made my hair really really soft after dyeing..

I'm happy with my new change..^_^

So long for now

~End~

Ups and Downs

2012-01-13T17:30:00.003+08:00

Life is full of ups and downs.. It's like yo-yo effect. Once you reach high enough and your luck is at the max, the luck starts to go down...down till zero. That is the time when we will feel so bad and as if life is no longer meaningful. I'm feeling so depressed right now. I'm beginning to feel I'm more and more useless. I'm not good at whatever I did in the past. This semester shows me that I'm nobody..and I'm nothing.

Today I asked my friend, why 4th year seems to be very long to pass? He said, "We've passed the first sem. Very fast already." I guess he doesn't really get what I wanted to tell. I feel very very tired. My last year in Uni life is not really good. I cried many many times since the semester started. Every time I felt hopeless and stressed to go on, I broke down and cried like a baby.. My family would be worrying like hell and gave me encouragement to move on... I don't wanna make them worry anymore..but unfortunately, their daughter is just too weak and useless..

After my driving training just now, I felt I'm more useless.. Drive also fail. Do what also 'em dim'. I don't know I live for what right now...

Can someone just tell me go to hell and reborn, be something that won't have emotions and feelings? So that I won't have to feel depressed, happy or what..

Today I finally notice how weak I am. I used to think that I'm a strong girl, and in study aspect, though I'm no longer the smarty pants like I used to be, I thought I'm average. But these few days I knew too much news that showed to me..." Leong Lai Peng, you're just a useless girl and nobody ". Haha..Great news right?! Chosen for additional training (most probably I did terribly during clinical exam) and I'm the last 8 person in class to be chosen. Great.. Not only that, despite my hard work and effort to do my assignment, I'm labelled as 'copy cat' by her. How wonderful is that! Everyone gets to defend their work and get to add 1/2 marks at least for defending their work.. Me?!.. She doesn't even want to listen to my explanation. Worse is, she asked me what marks I got.

"6.5 Dr."

The reply: "Sorry I can't give you more. I know you going to cry soon.".. She walked off..

I nearly cried but I held back. She's pure evil saying that to me. You can just say she cant give me that's all..why still wanna add another extra kick?!

Just now, I went driving. Again prove to me that I'm totally ass hole. Fail totally and I know that no matter what I do, it won't be good. I shall just see how 'good' my results will be this sem...

~End~

Why I need to face you?

2012-01-13T11:29:00.003+08:00

WTH! Why am I caught up with you? Why do I need to face and know you? Why are you making everyone's life so miserable? Do you think you are always the RIGHT one? The LOGICAL one? The SENSIBLE one? The LENIENT one? Do you think you are the PHILOSOPHER?

I'm beginning to feel that you are ruining my study life. Previously I did respect you and I used to admire you despite you crazy "behavior". Now, I'm beginning to lose respect for you. I forgave you for being amnesia, for being very particular about our assignments..but, I cannot forgive you for being amnesia but not admitting that you are, I cannot forgive you for your obvious bias towards people you like, I cannot forgive you for simply assuming we are this and that..

You always say we do ridiculous, lousy work.. but do you really look at what we do without bias, without your crazy high-end standards and philosophy? I don't want to see you again...

I hope you are out of my life soon....

~End~

Depressed girl

Fruit of the Earth Aloe Vera Gel Review

2012-01-11T18:00:00.003+08:00

Enough of random posts..Today, just wanna do a simple review on a skin care product. It's nothing but Fruit of the Earth Aloe Vera Gel... Alright!

Let me bring you to understand more about this product.

As you can see, I'm holding the product [and my face is telling you how much I love this baby here]. I've introduced this awesome product into my regimen and love it after using around 1 month. This product contains 100% Aloe vera gel. Yup..the aloe vera that we can get from the garden.. Do you know that aloe vera gel is very good for the skin? It has antibacterial property, anti-inflammatory, aids with digestion, heals cuts and wounds and so on..It also can relieves sun burn and dry skin. Aloe vera gel perfects as a skin moisturizer for dry skin, but I also notice that it's perfect for oily skin too like mine.

Reason? The gel consistency works well on oily skin because gel means less oil and more water inside it. Which means less oil to have potential to clog your pores. Erm..for me, I think this aloe vera gel is not moisturizing enough when used alone. I find that it's good to help regulating my sebum level, but, not moisturizing for my skin.. After watching some review on YouTube, I tried blending the gel with other moisturizer that I used which tends to make my skin oily after few hours.

Surprisingly, blending the aloe vera gel and my moisturizer (Cetaphil) in 2:1 ratio, the effect on my skin is perfect. My skin is matte, and moisturized. In addition, I used aloe vera gel as my healing gel for wounds. Dramatically, my wound healed in 5 days time. Awesome! After using this gel in my skin care routine, I can notice less pimples nowadays. Skin is no longer oily and flaky... Happy ^_^

But no matter how good product is, beauty is skin deep..It's also reflects you health and body. There's no point using expensive products, but your lifestyle, diet, rest and habit are terrible..

Remember to drink lots of water as water will flush out all the toxins from the body, making your body and skin hydrated. When your skin is hydrated,

less oil will be produced to hydrate it = less chances of breakouts..!

I drink a glass of green tea everyday as it is packed with antioxidants, detoxify and cleanse the body from inside out... Also, try get lots of sleep, find ways to release stress and if better go for exercise..

That's all for this time

Remember, beauty is the eye of the beholder...

You are beautiful in your own way..

~End~

Lai Peng

Planning for Painting my Hair

2012-01-10T20:31:00.003+08:00

My hair is longer now so it's suitable to braid and style. As you can see, I've braided my hair. This style is french braid. At the top side of my hair it is the french braid, and reaching the side of my ear, it is the ordinary braid.. Usually this braiding can be used to create curled hair when left overnight.

I've bought Revlon Hair Color. The shade is in light brown color, so when it matches with my black hair, it will create a darker brown color. I've not tried it yet. Really excited! =) Finally I can have a different color hair for the coming CNY! Yay!

Happy Painting my hair!!!

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Lai Peng

Camwhore queen

2012-01-09T13:48:00.004+08:00

Presenting the camwhore queen of this blog..Miss Pig @ Lai Peng...

Obviously this pig is a beauty obsess and she loves to take pic..of herself...camwhoring is part of her daily activity if she's free...

Getting ready to go out for lunch with her baby boy

Another shot of a cool look...fail!

Today I had some fun curling my hair in two hours time WITHOUT heat! All I need was to get my hair damp, then start twisting..just like the video shown...

In this video, Bubbi made one twisted hair bun, but for myself I made 6 small little buns coz my hair is way shorter and making just one bun is no way for me... it will be very difficult to tie the bun..

The end product?!

My left side view of the hair after 2 hours..

It's slightly curled

Pretty liking the effect

Sorry i was trying to look more friendly by smiling..

Here's another side of my hair but can't really see the waves...

Right now I'm still having my DIY mask on..Been breaking out badly last week, but now thanks to this mask, it's healing already..It's made from simple ingredients: oatmeal, honey and natural yogurt..Check this link out for the information: Mask

Camwhoring rocks! wtf!

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Lai Peng

Bel Pasto Italian Restaurant

2012-01-07T21:43:00.003+08:00

Today I went for lunch with Baby at Bel Pasto Italian Restaurant at Kepong Baru. The have two branch one in Kepong Baru, and another one in Kepong, near Aman Puri Condominium. The food prices there are pretty standard for those dine-in restaurant. The only thing we find worth dining is their set lunch. Their set lunch ranges from RM9.90 to RM29.90. The cheapest set is the one that me and my love always go for. The set consists of a soup of the day, main course and a glass or drink.

My favorite choice of main course is always the Spaghetti Olio while my baby boy is Pizza Margeritta.. Their soup of the day for today is Cream of Chicken..which I personally find not as appetizing as the pumpkin soup..

Forgotten to take my Spaghetti Olio..my bad! Sorry..But this is how the pizza and soup looks like:

You can see the ambiance and the surroundings in the restaurant. Well it looks quite bright in the restaurant but the lighting is quite dim and will be very romantic for couples at night. Minus the noisy conversations by other people, this place is suitable for couples as a romantic date. But today there was a lot of people and it was very very noisy..i can barely hear what my love was talking about! =.="

My custard pudding is done! My first time experience of making caramel...

This is the best pudding ever...I love it.!

Besties Genting Trip September 2011

2012-01-07T09:26:00.010+08:00

Right..I know it's already 2012 and kinda late for this post wtf! Sorry..but then since I'm 'pretty' not occupied by my cancer notes now, I wanna update about our little trip. Well, this trip was a successful one as we besties have known each other for so many years but never go for any holiday together for once..well outing was too much and most in Ipoh..This time we wanna go OUT from Ipoh together! It took us few months to plan everything ahead, buy the tickets for transport, buffet and also booking rooms. Miss Ngeaw was in charged to book the room while I will be the on providing accommodation a day before the trip, buying the tickets and the manager of the trip..LOL..

There are many photos we took but difficult to post all here. If you are interested to view the pictures, kindly add me in FB and view, or you can clink this link: Besties Genting

We arrived at Genting through GoGenting bus. You can get the package at GoGenting booth in Gombak LRT station, KL central, Pudu Raya and One Utama. The one day package they offer are two way transfer for bus and cable car, one inter-changeable ticket for either buffet lunch at Coffee Terrace or Outdoor theme park entrance ticket. All these are only RM47. I can tell you that the buffet lunch cost about RM55 per person. So the package is a good deal actually. Unfortunately this package is only for one day trip. So if you plan to stay over at Genting like us, the ticket is still worth it if u go for the buffet! [at least u can avoid cracking your head thinking what to eat]. The buffet has loads of choices from local cuisine to western, indian and japanese food. Delicious! That's all I can say..check out these links for more information : GoGenting & Coffee Terrace

The pictures are randomly arranged..Lol..sorry about that...

The weather was good..windy..bright and no haze..this means we can go play

This picture was taken by Jyn Ling..she entered the cable car before us...so she was left alone at another cable car..she took picture of us..

So, playing time...the good thing about Genting themepark is that, adult can play children games but not the other way round..

One thing about me, camwhoring is there all the time

Our lovely Miss Ngeaw been pretty obsess with the Worm Height Measurer..

Our Chia Wen is so cute...

Got no idea why Jyn Ling gave such reaction

Group picture while waiting for our cable car. We waited for 1 hour that day. Lesson learnt: NEVER go Genting during peak season! ='(

Our SECOND ride for Space Shot. Jyn Ling and I was so thrilled after the first ride and dragged Wai Leng together for the 2nd time but unfortunately, she was not that 'brave' for this..ended up crying after the ride..Sorry!

W.Leng dragged us to play the water boat and I wanted to curse her as I ended up wet for the whole body + with the cold wind, I caught a cold and could not breathe the whole day..

Flash back to before the boat ride..you can see how excited she was..We waited for so long also and the stupid boat took ages to go up the slope..OMG...wtf! There was two slopes, means we will be wet for two times.. I was already wet after the first slope and the boat was moving soooooo slowly to the second slope...I was shivering like helll..... wth! That's how I got my cold! TQ wai leng!!! Cis..but it was fun!

Killing her already!

Up next is some crazy or cute individual pictures

Chia wen loves green color which makes her loves plants too

Too tired..but still wanna be cute!

Hello! I'm cute Mashi

See how lazy Miss Ngeaw was...

More group photos in Chocolate land

We are que-ing for pirate ship..greatest excitement! Wai Leng left behind to guard bag..she said she will feel sea sick and heart attack if she got on the boat..LOL...

Time for lunch! We were at Coffee Terrace!

From everyone's expression, u know that the food is simply delicious! Here's we found nice Durian ice cream...hehe...

I miss our time together besties...See you all again soon this CNY..

Love u all!

~End~

Lai Peng

Cooking on the run

2012-01-06T20:55:00.003+08:00

Lately, I've been cooking my meals everyday. There will be fruits and vegetables daily and protein. My protein sources are fish, lean chicken breast meat and egg. For rice, I take low glycemic index (GI) source like brown rice. I enjoyed cooking like I said b4. It's been ages since I last posted any cooking recipe..Well, been super busy to try out new recipe.

Tang Yuen Jie just passed not long ago. I totally forgotten to post a beautiful picture of the glutinous rice balls sweet that I made..

I love colors and when you see the glutinous rice balls, you will know the colorful ones are mine..

My plan for tomorrow is to try this Custard pudding out! I've tried out the Pumpkin pottage by this channel and it's super easy to make. Delicious as well... try this out too : Pumpkin

Best of luck to me!

~End~

Lai Peng

Weather.....

2012-01-06T20:04:00.004+08:00

Haiz...weather lately has been outrageously hot and gone crazy. I don't have a thermometer with me or else I would be trying to measure the temperature outside. Now, at 8.11pm, I feel as if it's 11am (reaching hot temperature of noon). The house is stuffy, humid and warm. I can't sleep soundly if the fan is not turned to maximum; 3 and stopped to face me.. OMG...

Weather....

Y u so hot????

Can't you just cool down??

Weather of our beloved earth is getting worse everyday and the hot climate now is due to worsening of global warming. Cut down of trees, increase number of cars on the roads and also open burning have contributed to high content of Carbon dioxide in the air. High CO2 is bad because it will act as an insulator, trapping heat from being released to the outer space. This leads to rise of earth's temperature, melting of ice at north and south poles, and rise of sea level, leading to flash floods...

I hope people are aware of the dangerous of global warming...If this continues, I guess we will be living in a convection oven no matter is day or night ..WTF...Haizz..

Right now, I just want to stay in front of a fan...

Wait a minute?! Why fan but not air-cond??

That is because...

There's no air cond in house now wtf!

Lol...

Happy 'hotting' and roasting

Enjoy this beautiful song to 'chill' myself from the hot weather!

~End~

Roasted pig

Relaxation

2012-01-05T12:15:00.003+08:00

I have one week study week from today on wards. I took some of my time to watch some videos related to my future profession. This was recommended by William, and it's a channel called The Food Hospital. This is a UK TV channel about how a General Practitioner (GP), Dietitian and a surgeon work together to help solving various diseases and condition using food as medicine..Very interesting channel and I do learn a lot of things...

Click on this link for further information : The Food Hospital

~End~

Lai Peng

Welcome 2012, Bye Bye 2011

2012-01-03T17:51:00.002+08:00

Haha..Today is 3rd January 2012. I know it's little later to post Happy New Year, but anyway, HAPPY NEW YEAR people! This coming year is my final year in study life and also a new year for working life. Hope I will be ready soon! Scary! ='(

I know a lot of people have resolution for new year. Honestly I don't have any resolution or goals every year. I face my days without having to think what is coming up next. I guess to me, no point having so much goals and resolutions because I may not do it, or even remember it throughout the year...so my only resolution to be strong to face whatever that comes ahead...

I also must try to believe myself that I'm strong and I can do it. I think by having such belief as resolution, it can help us to achieve other resolutions that we want. Attitude always 100%..

Believe that you can success, and you will!

In 2012 this year, all I want most is everyone I love and care for are healthy and happy...because they happy I'm happy...

For so many years, I reflected myself and noticed that I've learnt to be more mature, to be happy all the time (if can), to trust myself that I can do it and everything will have a solution. I learn to trust my lover more and our relationship is very stable now (been together for almost 5 years), I learn to respect other people and to listen to others as well...

What I can't do until now is to read news daily, to update myself through the Dietetic Websites...and also to be 'OK' at those people that think they are good at something but in fact they are not so! [trying my best to change though]. Well there's a saying goes : Sei Sing Pat Goi (Will never change the attitude), and I believe myself fit to it..I admit that for me to change is not easy! LOL, we'll wait and see ya!

So Happy New Year again and take good care!

~End~

Lai Peng

Update for Skin care and make up routine!

2011-12-29T13:27:00.004+08:00

Emm...it's been a long time since I did a skin care product review..I've been super busy to have time to come up with a good review of products that I've used. No doubt that I've been trying many new products for the past few months and I finally come out with a conclusion of the following items which suit my skin so much. Ok as you can see, there are a few items in the picture which I love a lot currently. My skin care routine is the same for day and night, which covers the basic skin care essentials: cleanser, toner and moisturizer. Additional skin care items are my scrub, pore strips and zits treatment (BP). Let's start reviewing the products.

L-R: Clinelle Soothing Skin Toner (RM 30+), Simple Oil Balancing Exfoliating Wash (RM19+), Oxy 5% Benzyl Peroxide, St. Ives Scrub for Blemish and Blackhead Control (RM24+), Fruit of the Earth 100% Aloe Vera Gel (RM10+) and Biore Pore Pack (RM10+ for 10 strips)

We're going to review one by one ya! First start with the cleanser. I've tried so many cleansers but it's only Simple's Oil Balancing Exfoliating Wash and Cetaphil Cleanser that makes me being loyal to them. But currently I'm not using Cetaphil Cleanser as I've left it at my hometown and also because my skin has been quite oily lately due to stress and humid weather. This cleanser is great because it doesn't contain a lot of chemicals, it does not foam and great is that there's no fragrance at all which makes it suitable for sensitive skin. I love to use this cleanser because it's moisturizing and not drying my skin at all.

Next, I apply toner. The toner I'm currently using is Clinelle's Soothing Toner. They have two toners and the other one is Purifying toner which I've tried also. The Purifying toner is suitable for oily skin like mine and I love it as well. This Soothing toner is suitable for dry and sensitive skin. I love the scent of it and it does not break me out. After finishing this toner I guess I will go for the Purifying toner..!

Before the toner dries up, I will apply my moisturizer right away. I use Aloe Vera gel as my moisturizer. Seriously, I've never knew that aloe vera gel can be so effective in moisturizing the skin. Previously I've tried many types of moisturizer and ALL of them made my skin so oily and broke out badly after some time. Haiz..I'm still on my goal of finding a perfect moisturizer for my skin. But, this aloe vera gel really impressed me. I've used it for about a month and the effects is slow. It takes some time to give effects to my skin. Now, my skin is smoother and hydrated. The pimples are healing slowing and no new break out after using this. Well occasionally there are breakouts but I don't need my spot treatment anymore. Just the gel itself it helps to calm my pimples down...Amazing! I love the gel because it suits my oily skin, it absorbs quickly into my skin...U can see some reviews on aloe vera gel on YouTube..

Additional skin care for me will include exfoliating and mask. The exfoliator I use is St. Ives scrub and it's a really good scrub. Plus, the one I'm using now is medicated scrub with 2% Salicylic Acid, to help treating spots and blackheads. Erm..I would say it's good for a scrub but to treat spots and blackheads?! NO NO! It does not help with blackheads at all...But this scrub is an apricot scrub, so it has a lot beads in it, therefore, be gentle when you use it to exfoliate ur skin ya! You don't want to strip ur skin away right? I use this scrub every 3 days to reveal softer skin and also before my mask! Em, for mask I don't review here..I've review previously and currently I'm still using the same products.

For blackhead, I'm using Biore Pore Pack. The thing is amazing. It removes my blackheads very well. Seriously! Try it urself and you will know what I mean =P. I use this every 3 days to prevent over drying my nose area. After removing the strip, I will apply my aloe vera gel to prevent my nose area from drying. Well, pore strips can make ur nose dry if you use too frequent! So follow the instruction in the box ya!

Maybelline Cherry Lip Balm, Kose Liquid Foundation, Silky Girl Long Lasting Eyeliner and Maybelline HyperSharp Liner.

Ok as for my make up essential, I must must must have eyeliner! It's a Must Have Make Up for me! =D. Eyeliner makes a huge different to the eyes. My eyes will always appear larger and more alert after applying eyeliner. I love the liquid liner by Maybelline because it really gives precision and clean line. Plus it's waterproof. The Silky Girl liner is pencil eyeliner. It's water proof also but to me it's pretty hard to draw the line. So I use this for lower lash line instead of upper lash line. The liquid foundation is my favorite. It gives food coverage. I use it to cover my blemish scars. Haha..what to do, I have not purchase concealer yet! Hehe..but this foundation works as a concealer as well... Next for lips, Maybelline Lip Balm is Ok! The color is beautiful and it hydrates my lips..My make up is simple actually..haha!

Ok..so long for today! Will update again soon!

~End~

Beauty Obssession,

Lai Peng

Miss my MUM

2011-12-28T09:39:00.005+08:00

This song reminds me of mother's love.. I miss my mum..Yipee..Friday I will be seeing her again...

If you love ur mum, watch this..!

~End~

With love,

Lai Peng

When boredom is inside ME

2011-12-27T15:50:00.005+08:00

See see..I told ya! When I'm bored I will waste my time blogging..And camwhoring myself..Really crazy and obviously a bad habit in exam season! See the captions? That's totally me!

I love to camwhore with Chipmunk baby! Yep he loves it too! I love him till I wanna be like him..LOL..wth!

Pls DUN LAUGH! XD

Can you see the resemblance?!

Cheers..got to get back to study...!

~END~

Boredom SUCKS,

Lai Peng

I'm suppose to STUDY!

2011-12-27T11:35:00.005+08:00

OMG...Lately MEME has been into my brain due to the MEME proposal thing. I think it's kinda cute as well...and...I feel bad right now coz I'm suppose to study for exam next week and...the hell to it, I'm blogging right now. All is because the wonders of Internet. Speedy, and convenient & this makes me to deviate from my study now. Aiks..Die!

So..I saw this cute MEME on Internet, which kinda suits me now

Yea..Internet....

SPOIL ME ALREADY!

Fine......

Pig.....

Just continue.......

Ur study! Pls..u dun wanna fail right?!

.....Yep..Me No FAIL!

~End~

The Bored Pig,

Lai Peng

"Tingkel Bell, Tingkel Bell, Tingkel Bell Bell Bell"

2011-12-26T15:38:00.007+08:00

Hahaha..Hello there people! Seeing my post title sounds weird right? Instead of "Jingle bell Jingle bell", it's "Tingkel Bell Tingkel Bell Tingkel Bell Bell Bell..". For your information, lol..this 'term' originated from Jian Choong aka Pig's Baby Boy [my bf]. He's good at coming out with so many new term, words or phrases. Lolz.. Yea credit goes to him.. Last two days was 'Tingkel Bell' eve and 'Tingkel Bell' day. So Pig's BF brought Pig to The Curve for celebration. Took lots of pictures though. Well, Pig loves to take pictures and she's been forcing her Bii (baby boy) to take with her..

Here's inside The Curve.. I LOVE the Decos... Christmas is beautiful for me..Yipee! =D

Pig and Bii

On the real 'Tingkel Bell' day, we went for movie at The Curve again for the famous and 'highly recommended movie': Sherlock Holmes 2

Yeap, Pig loves to take pictures.. Here I am again, forcing Bii to take with me..Owh..some random pictures he took without my notice..

Sherlock Holmes..GREAT! Must watch..believe me..u will never regret!

One normal picture of the day

See...Christmas tree again..i sure love this...

Pig rewarded herself by buying her favorite hat. Been wearing it the whole time after purchase.. Addiction to hats!

Addiction is proven...Pig has been trying out all sorts of hats whenever she saw it! Bii forced to wear too..I find that he looks like Bruno Mars?!

Happy 'Tingkel Bell'

~End~

Love,

Lai Peng, The Pig

Merry Xmas

2011-12-24T15:13:00.004+08:00

Today is 24th Dec @ Christmas Eve. Hoorayy! Yipee..Another year is going to end soon! Great and also bad..Great because a brand new year means a new chapter of life and new events and things coming into our lives, but bad is because we're getting older and we have to move on with our happy memories happened b4 this. Well, just face the new year with a smile and everything will be ok! =)

I personally love all the Christmas celebration and the ornaments plus decorations. It's exciting and beautiful. =)

Too bad Malaysia is a humid and hot weather. If not, then I will enjoy making my snowman!

Merry Christmas everyone and happy new year 2012

~End~

Love,

Lai Peng

Exercise!

2011-12-23T16:52:00.002+08:00

Phew. I just finished my exercise session. Haha..I've stopped exercise for few months already. It's really tiring. Sobz.

I'm physically exhausted man! Phew! But I will keep the spirit up to continue my exercise again! Hehe..!

Go go go! =P

~End~

Update on Miss Ngeaw's Visit

2011-12-23T11:01:00.008+08:00

Miss Ngeaw is my best friend since childhood. I knew her in primary school..erm..at 9 years old. Now, we're both 22, which makes us 11 years of friendship. Even longer than my couple relationship with BF. Lol. Okay..My best friend @ Wai Leng came to KL recently for her Advance Diploma convocation and she stayed with me for about 5 days and it was really thrilling and exciting to have her with me for 5 days.

Me, getting ready for her convo

My lovely best gal friend: Wai leng [she was so thrilled over the angels on the christmas tree]

We brought her parents to Mid Valley for a short walk after the dinner and we visited The Garden's Residence Hotel. OMG. It was the best place ever: High class, classy and EXPENSIVE! But no doubt I must say that their security system is the best. Without the residence access card, you will NEVER get to use the lift at all. So, even if there was any robber or thieves, they will never get to go up to the hotel rooms unless they take the stairs. XD

Christmas tree in The Garden's Hotel

So I went to her convocation at Tar College and after that we celebrated at The Gardens and Mid Valley with her parents the same day. We went to Hokkaido Japanese Restaurant but, we both agreed that, Zanmai is better =} [Cheap and tasty *drooling*]

Her lovely parents! Miss them lots

After the dinner, we met up with Xune, my pen pal or I should say, net pal since 4 years ago. It's been a long time since we last met and it was just so coincidence he came to KL and we met up. Kinda wasted that we did not take any photo despite the long duration of separation..lol..but nvm..this is how he looks like:

The days continue with lots of lots of shopping and outing. We went out for Cosplay with her cousin and friend: Eva Lai. Check this link out for the photos COSPLAY

We also went to Farenheit for shopping and was attracted to the christmas deco there..

Here I am with the beautiful tree. I love it. There's many more pictures to upload but sorry, I'm gonna end the post here. B4 I end..the last shot for the post is this....

May our friendship last long till eternity. Yay! Love ya Leng, take good care and I shall see you again soon during CNY 2012

~End~

Love,

Peng

Blow blow..

2011-12-23T09:21:00.002+08:00

Blow blow..the dust on my blog really thick..=]

Okie, cut the crap. Owh, it's been some time since my last blog post. I couldn't figure out what topic to blog about. Yesterday, Yue Yi shared an interesting video. I found it very very sweet. It's about a wedding proposal done by Timothy Thia, the founder of Nuffnang. Seriously, I didn't know who he is at the first place [I do admit that I'm a katak di bawah tempurung =P]. The girl is someone pretty famous in blogger's world: Audrey @ Fourfeetnine. I find both of them are pretty match and they've been together for 3 years and decided to get married..how sweet, do check out the video of the proposal..

Meme Proposal | Tim * Audrey from Crazy Monkey Studio on Vimeo.

The video credits to Tim and Audrey and also Crazy Monkey Studio. I just wanna share this beautiful touching video on my blog. Hehe..=)

Of course we cannot compare one couple from another. My heart almost melted when I watched this video. I felt happy for them. I myself is in a relationship as well. Of course my BF is not as romantic as Timothy Thia here but he's special in his way. They've been together for 3 years and now going to get married. Happy for them. I've been together with my BF for almost 5 years. Just like them, we never expect that we can go through for so long. It's something that we both don't believe at but we made it for so long..and hope to go on longer...till the end of our lives..

BF and I have been together for almost 5 years and we've never planned or think of getting married though our friends and colleagues have been saying that we will be married after I graduate next year [totally bullshit and crap].. We both have decided to talk about marriage after we have settled down and have enough MONEY! Bloody true man! No money no talk..This is the reality...Getting married is not easy, money is always the matter here..I think to get married the least amount of money needed is about 10k.. Yea, sort of..or even more!

Currently, been staying with my BF at Kepong for some time now. It's the happiest time in my life so far. Nothing is more important than being so close to our beloved one. I don't mind if he's not romantic, but everything he does for me, is romantic enough for me..=)

I love you baby!

Things that make me HAPPY

2011-12-14T08:48:00.004+08:00

Finally, IM FREEEEE! Clinical exam just ended yesterday, but well, it's just the first clinical exam. I still have another clinical exam to come..! ='( But, before it comes, I still can have some time for me to enjoy and pamper myself a little! There are some of the things which made me so happy and contented this semester

1. I get to eat almost whatever I want. Being stressful it a very bad idea but what really good is that once we're on lunch break or dinner, we get to fill up our stomachs and forget all the stress we have. This feeling is awesome!

2. Taking a shower. After coming back from classes and training around 5 to 6pm, the first thing that I do is to take my shower. The feeling is just great to remove all the dust and whatever from my face, hair and body..and of course the sweats. Phew...I enjoy taking my shower and also to cleanse my face at the same time. It feels so good to remove all the makeup I put on my face. Haha..well, my makeup are at very minimal amount but it still makes me feel uncomfortable wearing it for so long. I don't understand how people can stand having such heavy make up for so long..=.='

3. Although my days are stressful and hectic, but I will make sure that I get enough sleep about 6 to 8 hours. I've been dividing my time equally everyday; time for me to eat, do my work and also sleep. Getting enough rest for me is essential as I can get enough energy for another long tiring day..=) Good rest is good for our skin too..

4. Being with the person you love. The most contented thing for me is to be with my loved ones..My beloved hubby been with me a lot this semester. We've been together all the time at night (after he's back from work), having our dinner together, doing work together and talked before sleep. He'll be listening to me rumbling about my busy tired day, and those 'unhappy' things happened, while I'll be listening to him about his work during the day.

I'm satisfied with what I have now...I can eat, sleep and do whatever I want with my loved one...

Before I end this post, I would like to share this video: Enrique Iglesias's Why not me. I found this song so nice and soothing..

~End~

Difficult times

2011-12-01T06:30:00.003+08:00

This semester has been really difficult for me...sob sob..wanna take a break...wanna go for movie...wanna go out to relax myself...i'm feeling like i'm gonna breakdown soon....

Owl city again

2011-11-18T18:28:00.001+08:00

Owl City's songs will always manage to touch my heart...I love their songs...!

Enjoy this!

Back at home

2011-11-06T13:59:00.001+08:00

I'm back to Ipoh yesterday for my 5 days holiday with family. I miss them terribly. My BF came home with me. For your information, my BF and I are both from Ipoh and from the same 'village'.. LOL. Our house are just 5 minutes away. Super near right?!

Okies...but he'll be going back KL tomorrow (Monday). I will stay in Ipoh till this coming Wednesday and I will enjoy the coming days with my siblings and family..=) Yesterday went to Tesco to shop with family and just SS with my brother..

People has been saying that we look like couple.. [sorry ya baby]..What to do, my brother and I have been close and I will be walking with him holding his elbow.. like how I always walked beside my BF..=) This brother of mine has been supportive and we always shared our problems and secrets together..

Holiday will end soon...how fast time pass.....

='(

~End~

Excited for meeting with BF

2011-11-03T20:18:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow is the day! I can't wait. Holiday is just around the corner...and I'm stressed and happy at the same time! ='(

Assignments still not done, but the holiday mood and excitement are in me...building up slowly and getting more rapid now..=P

Well.. just wanna SS while in Plaza Rah in Cat Cat's room! Lolz...Well Catherine and my other groupmates now are getting closer with me. Before this we were not so close but now, it's getting better and we're all working fine together! I'm kinda glad! =)

See how happy I am? Friday soon...less than 24 hour! Yohhhooo!!

XOXO

~End~

1 more day

2011-11-03T05:55:00.000+08:00

1 more day to go!!! Yay...Gonna meet baby boy soon!

2 more days

2011-11-03T05:53:00.002+08:00

To meet my beloved BF... I just wanna share my happiness here. Today my BF called after his work asking me where I was. I was just back home, preparing my dinner. I asked, 'Why?' and he told me he wanna have dinner with me [despite he's in Kepong Baru now, and it's half an hour ride to Wangsa Maju].

I was very surprised and asked, 'Why wanna have dinner with me? So sudden?'

He said, 'Today is our anniversary'...

=') I was surprised with his request of wanting to have dinner with me for our special day. I did not expect him to be that sensitive and willing to come far away to have dinner with me. Previously we seldom celebrate our anniversary unless it's annual anniversary.

Today is our 4 years + 5/12...

We didn't go for the dinner in the end..But postponed to it Friday, letting him decide where to have the celebration..=)

Muacks..

*heart* you baby!

miss miss miss BF

2011-11-01T21:22:00.001+08:00

I love those special moments with him...I miss the time we both together darling

See u again in 4 days time baby! MUACKS

I <3 You

Wanna be close to you

2011-10-31T19:36:00.000+08:00

I've just finished my Seminar Dietetik's slides..Phew! It took me ages to finish the work. Sobz.

Today is another monday, another new week. Just as usual, I'm having Monday Bluess.. =) I guess it's pretty normal for me to feel that way as I believe everyone are feeling the same way as I do. Lolz

I just came back from Kepong Baru yesterday night. I've been staying with my BF at his sister's house for a week already. The one week is really short. I wish I can stay longer at his place. My next chance will be this coming weekend. We will be going back Ipoh together this week. I can't wait to sleep on his shoulder again in the train...=) It's warm and sweet to be able to be close to my BF.

I don't know about other people but I'm proudly say that I love this guy so much... He really stands by me and supports me all these while. I don't know if one day he's not around me, what will happen to me? I don't dare to imagine this. By just thinking he's not around me anymore depress me more. Yesterday after he sent me home and while we walking to wards the lift, I just let my tears dropped silently and I tried hiding it. He just hugged me and said I'm silly for crying. Yea..silly girl crying over nothing when in few days time we will meet again...

What to do when we love someone so much and we now stay apart again..the transition time really sickening. I hate it.! I don't like the transition from Kepong Baru to Wangsa Maju back..It's really sad the moment I started packing my things, walking to the door and getting into the car. The whole journey back I will keep quiet and wanna cry...Then once he left I will burst into tears so badly..Plus, lately been stressed up with my ~~stupid~~ SD..I lagi wanna burst out in tears...='(

But today, I beginning to calm down and accepted this...I really miss him...really hope one day we can be close together and stay under a roof like we used to..I'm just too get used to be 'Husband &Wife' life with him...I wanna be close to you

Dedicate this song to you baby...

I love you Jian Choong! <3

Update update

2011-10-22T12:27:00.001+08:00

Just so happen to open my blog 10 minutes ago and as I scrolled down and reached the chat box, I saw my friend TAN CHOON YEAN posted something there..Asking me to update new post. Ok...here you go..there you have it...

A new post. Just a random one. 4th year is not an easy year for me. Everyday is battle, everyday is stress and everyday is depression. Yup. Indeed. My BF told me that I've been really stressed this semester and cried a lot. Yea..I cry to him very often. At the beginning of the semester I cried almost every week. Just go so emotional with assignments. The past few days it was worse where I just stared at my piles of work and I went blank...and cried. I got no idea where to start first..crazy but this is what is happening to me this semester. Works just coming everyday and getting more and more. No matter how much and how fast I do, the work is just endless......

When days are bad, just cheer myself up with nice songs by OWL CITY!

Haizzz....

Anyway, the only thing that really cheer me up is this guy here..

Last week my cousin got married and during her wedding dinner, he husband gave her surprise with RM100+ birthday cake and 999stalk of roses. She was touched and cried. This guy of mine he doesn't do all those things. He's not romantic guy. He's not..but the little things he do for me, is good enough and the impact is great enough to make me cry...as I was stressed with piles of assignments, he's sensitive enough to help me with my assignment without having me to tell him. He helped me to capture tonnes of food labels and kind enough to transfer all the figures into tables for which I am suppose to do for my assignment..but he did it for me..he said, he wanted to help to lighten my workload...eyes went watery when I knew this...

I love this guy of mine..

He gives me constant support and keep reminding me everything is ok...this morning, I woke up beside him and he just hugged me, saying good morning and dropped a light kiss on my forehead...pat my head asked me go sleep...My heart melted...I wish I won't wake up...then no need to stress with work anymore....

TQ baby for everything....I *Heart* You!

~End~

XOXO

Cooking time..No Blackhead Time!

2011-09-07T15:15:00.004+08:00

Okay...ages since my last update. Been trying very hard to get my emotions and moods in balance. I'm going back KL in two days time.. =( Pretty sad..but never mind..

I've been going back into the kitchen lately and cook for family..Today I cooked Onion egg and my favorite broccoli for family today. Together with it was the 'Dau Shi Leng Yu' ...The combination of all the dishes are great! Yum yum

Not to forget I also spent some time to use my charcoal mask to remove blackheads.. Yucks.. I hate them...

Yay! Blackheads reduced!! happy happy! =)

My BF

2011-09-01T19:50:00.008+08:00

Feel so bored today. After finish reading my Clinical Practice Guideline for Diabetes, I just hang-on to the internet and now, I just feel like posting something to continue on my previous post this afternoon..

Yes, this post is about my BF- Jian Choong.

Yup, he's my BF and also my baby boy @ my hubby. I've been relying on him like my husband. Hehe..I know this sound very crazy right?! Taking BF as husband..What to do, we've been together for 4 years now, we're just so get used to having each other in our lives. We've stayed together and took care of each other, we went to do grocery shopping and visit market together to buy dinner's ingredients. We went out together by bike just to take a brief ride and enjoy the windy days..he fetched me from uni and send me to classes. Sometimes right into the uni outside the hall..People would be staring at us..Sound so sweet..

Yup.. I love my BF..

Though we both have so many flaws but we just hang on to our bond and tolerate each other. I know we've been tolerating each other so much that's why we can last so long together. I never regret going back after him after our breakup. I know I sound so cheap for going back to the person who wanted to break-up with me...but I realize that love is not a must for the guy to make the first move. Although people keep saying that don't show to the guy that you love him so much, must learn to be more 'expensive'. Jual mahal a little. But, when I see my BF, I just can't put those standards between us. Loving someone cannot be measured. We won't feel that whatever sacrifices we made must be given the same say...but for me, I just want to feel appreciated and not taken for granted...

I want BF to show me he loves me, he loves me but he just doesn't know how to express and show me how he feels for me..when till the state I feel he's not doing enough, he noticed that he's not giving enough. Actually, he loves me more than everything..I know it, just sometimes he didn't notice that I want him to show me that he appreciates me and loves me...

~End~

XOXO

What Kind of Husband That I want

2011-09-01T12:15:00.002+08:00

I read my friend's blog and she was posting about marriage and what kind of characteristics of her 'perfect husband'. I was awed to read her blog when she posted such thing. It's kinda like struck me as well when I read it. I started to think about my own relationship...

JC and I have been together for 4 years plus now. So far we've been tolerating well and we never argue for even once. But of course, cold wars are unlimited in this whole 4 years relationship. Basically we choose to keep quiet and have emotional cold wars than arguing and shooting hurtful words at each other..We'd broke up once, and this made us realize that it's not easy to find someone we love and love us back in return...It's easy to start a relationship, but to keep a relationship last takes great effort from both parties..

JC has been a loyal lover to me, he's a responsible guy and always never afraid to stand out for me. When I ask him for a favor, he will never say NO unless he's really unable to help me. He's a independent guy and never need people's help and he will want to show his ability in whatever he does..Well, nobody is perfect..my beloved baby boy also has his own weaknesses which I won't reveal here..=)

Back to the title...After reading friend's blog..I kinda like to write about what I actually want my future husband or even my BF to have...

1. He should loves Me and Our Family

Every woman wants her husband to loves her. I mean..who doesn't? I'm included as well..I want my husband to love me...love is not a word but should comes from action as well.. Guys, shouldn't just say "I love you", because girls prefer you say it through words and actions...She want's you to care for her, support her, listen to her and be there for her when she needs you around and never to leave her alone...Even for me, I prefer my husband or BF to tell me he loves me through words and actions..It will be so much more meaningful...Eg. will be like helping her to do her chores without having her to ask you, volunteering to clean the house or cook a meal for her during her busy weekend, ask for a date with her after her stressful work...gives her a warm hug and listen to her problems at work....

Aside from this, I wan my husband to be loving our family..His parents, my family..and future family together..our kids...Married men should put down their ego and out-dated thinking that only women handle the kids and family chores..It will be great if the men can share the problems with the wife and help her out teaching the kids and doing some simple house chores...This shows the men loves the family and care for them..

2. He should be an easy-going and cute guy

I totally agree with my friend that a cute guy is better than a handsome one..I prefer my man to be simple and can make me smile and laugh..My BF is cute..Indeed he is..Whenever I'm sad or not happy he will make me smile back...A husband should be that way, not just the wife always take charge to cheer the husband after his long tired work, but the man should learn to cherish and appreciate the wife too..=) If you men can learn to love and appreciate women more, believe me, they will never let you down too..=) Coz when a woman really loves a man, all she wants is his love and appreciation...that simple..

It will be even sweeter when he hugs you from the back saying 'I love you baby! TQ for the wonderful dinner tonight!'

3. He's willing to give surprises and gifts

I love surprises and gifts. I don't need expensive presents or what. I believe a lot women don't want their men to spend too much..and men do not need to worry as well, because your ladies will help you save a lot..=)..We ladies don't ask for much..Simple small gifts or surprises can cheer us up so much. My BF once appear in front of me during my BDAY when he was kilometers away from me [KL-Ipoh], just to make me have a unforgettable BDAY..It made my day so meaningful..Surprises to women actually indicates how much the men willing to give her. When men plans a surprise for her, it shows to her that he's willing to take time, and effort to make her happy and smile..Believe me, the girl will loves you so much for the effort you gave and will have the same in return..

Gifts here are not those expensive jewelry or clothes..Simple things like a bar of chocolate and sweets during her stressful day, buy her something that she needs but haven't have time to buy it yet...or just buying her food that she loves to eat after she comes home...These don't need high expenses right? So..don't give all sorts of excuses like... no money, forget, etc...when you sincere with her, a simple present without expensive cost is what she wants from you..Though GF or wife loves you, it will be so sweet that you show your love back by giving such sweet gift or surprises and make her smile..=)

4. He should give me attention and love that I need.

This will never change in me. I need love and attention, no matter from my BF or even husband, I need this. Of course the attention and love given are also matched with my partner's time and availability. I WILL NOT ACCEPT the same reason of NO TIME & BUSY. Once a while is Ok but constantly I will not take it. Busy also should have some time for me..Hehe..=) This is what I must have. I can tolerate other things but attention should be given to me..[if can]..Coz I don't like the feeling of being neglected..It's just pure me..Myself..! I know this is very hard for guys to accept me, but if you love me, you will try our best to spend some time with me..Not all the time..just some time is already enough [1/2 hour]..

So long..haha...=) I hope my husband or BF can learn to accept me and loves me..=)

Independence Day Celebration

2011-09-01T09:06:00.003+08:00

Yesterday night went out with family for Merdeka celebration..! Hehe..B4 go out had some fun taking picture with my brother..Yay! Stupid n silly me! We went out shopping at The Store in town and had fun grabbing all those stuffs and junk foods that we want! But, we had no idea why stuffs in The Store are so so so EXPENSIVE. Even my Olay Total Effects is tagged at RM45 and I bought in Tesco at only RM29. Mega huge difference! =.="

While parents having fun 'paying' for their shoes and shirts, I had my own fun taking picture in front of the dressing room..Kinda crazy huh?! What to do, I didn't have anything to shop for so just hang around and took some picture..to show my baby boy! =) Yay..he's coming bck soon..reaching KLIA on 26th Sept..Less than a month! Superb! Can meet him again..darling be back soon k? I'm waiting for u..

I love u baby..!

Hari Raya Open Day!

2011-08-30T19:05:00.004+08:00

Today is Hari Raya for all the Muslims.. My dad's friend invited us to his open house at Bercham. Dad's friend is like my dad, breed fish. And at his house, he has a big painting of Flower Horn fish outside of the house. And inside, they have underwater painting.

Can u see? They have this beautiful coral painting on the wall..Really nice..They take real effort to paint the whole house! =)

Preparation for NEW SEM!

2011-08-29T12:18:00.002+08:00

Finally finished my pocket book. Well not 100% pocket-fitting book. I don't think it can fit into my lab coat..Sucks.! Okay..so people say how you write or decorate your book represents your character. True? But to me I love to make my books colorful and I usually use color pencils, highlighters and draw to represent information and classify info so that it's easy to understand!

Worst part this semester break is study study and study. Finished the notes but, whole lot more Clinical Practice Guidelines to read. These are guideline for management of diseases based on the clinical trails and research done to evaluate how well certain treatment and management for the disease..Different disease has different guidelines.. I've just started with Hypertension and it has 40+ pages. I'm not even halfway through! Sucks!

OMG, how am I gonna SURVIVE this last 2 weeks studying such boring stuff??? Sobz..Die!

Erm..ok check list for stuff to prepare for new Sem:

1. Food checklist (DONE)

2. Lab coat (DONE)

3. New shoes and clothes (DONE)

4. Pocket book (DONE)

5. Equipment (90% DONE)

6. Read CPG (<50% DONE)

Must ganbateh for No.6...Go go go!!

Worth the Money!

2011-08-27T18:05:00.004+08:00

Like I said b4 I've spent so so much to buy skin care products. Luckily my baby boy didn't nag me to stop buying..Lolz..I purchase something after I've done my research of the information about the product and also the good review of it. Previously I was so keen to buy so many different products all because I can't get a product that can help my skin. The main problem is always breakout and pimples. When I was younger the pimples were very severe compared to now..But at the age of 22 now, I still get pimples. Most of my friends and college mates at this age are having clean and clear skin. Kinda jealous sometimes. I understand everyone is different and better off not to compare but I believe those that suffer from severe acne problem will understand how I feel. It's very annoying to see spots when you look into the mirror and even not pimples, things like blackheads and white heads and blocked pores are equally irritating because when I touch my face I feel the bumps...when I'm out in the sun, the redness and spots will be more obvious and this makes me feel so ashamed to look at people...[afraid they will be looking at my face and say..what's wrong with ur skin?!]...

Though my Cetaphil Cleanser and Lotion are great [as review b4 this Cetaphil], but the lotion is just a basic moisturizer and humid weather here in Malaysia makes my skin oily after 3 hours..Oily skin = acne prone skin..which makes me so easily breakout...NO LIKEY! =(..Plus, the lotion not suitable for day use especially when I go out and exposed to sun.. (UV RAYS!!!)..

Do you know that UV rays can damage our skin and makes us age faster?! So I need to look for another moisturizer that has SPF to protect the UV rays..

I heard from besty Jyn Ling, Olay products are good and deliver what they promise..She's a loyal user of Olay Cleanser and I'd decided to try the Olay Total Effects 7-in-1 Anti Ageing Cream with SPF 15. I'd done reading about this product b4 purchasing it. At first I was doubting as I was so afraid that it might makes my skin oily. I've used so many drug-store moisturizer and non of it can make my skin 'normal', most of it makes my skin super oily..Some cause breakouts..some not moisturizing, some over moisturizing...

I went to Tesco the other day and passed by the pharmacy counter and saw the Olay is on promotion...It's RM10 cheaper than the one in Watson..OMG so much cheaper and I couldn't stand it, I bought one bottle at RM29.00. I've used for 5 days now..and I can notice that my skin not so oily and it doesn't make my skin oily like other products I've used. AMAZING! Now, my pimples are healing as well..no new breakouts so far.. Thank GOD! Phew...I will continue to use this and see is it really good for long term usage! Wish me luck!

I picked the one for gentle as I think gentle products will not harm skin...less chemical = skin loves! =)

Getting ready for new Semester

2011-08-26T20:40:00.004+08:00

I bought 2 pairs of new shoes for new semester one of it is the black shoe in the picture below. Erm, the skirt is a fitting skirt given by Mrs Chee, my ex-tuition center principal. So I've decided to bring those skirts back to KL for my new semester...

Today I also bought a comfort shoe for training..Erm..sort of comfortable to wear for long walking purpose..=) Likey..Forgive me for the ugly dressing..Haha..that's how I dress at home...over-size shirt with pants..I know I look very messy and untidy..haha..forgive me!

Another boots for both my mum and me..We have the same shoe size so we plan to share this boots together! =)

Emotional...stress

2011-08-24T11:33:00.003+08:00

I left a little of my notes to study. But then there are a whole bunch of things to read. Those Clinical Practice Guidelines and my Food Checklists are not out yet! Left two week to do, can I make it?? I don't know...

Feel so lonely...nobody really knows me well and care for how I feel and how I am doing...

I need strength and support to move on...I feel so moody and stressed up...

Where are the peoples that used to support me have gone to? I gave all I can and support and love to other people who needs it, but who loves me? Sobz..

I wish there is one person who can say, " Come here, I'm with you...No worry..You can do this...You can..."...

='(

Alone

2011-08-24T11:00:00.002+08:00

Without baby boy I feel so alone..lonely. Study makes me stress and moody but baby boy is too busy to care about me...I feel so sad when my email, message and FB message are not replied at all...I don't know what is he doing and going through. I gave my support and care for him to go through all the hard times he is facing now..but he never bothered to care and ask about how I am lately...feeling of neglected is really terrible...

Terrible....

Where r u?

='(

Crazy girl LLP

2011-08-23T17:33:00.002+08:00

Hello there fellowS! Haha =P Well, crazy girl has neglected her blog fro so long and it's time to drop a short post to 'clean' her blog from dust! *Wipe Wipe*

Well every week I will video call with my baby boy who is currently studying hard in UK. He will be finishing his study end of this MONTH- AUGUST! Can you believe it?! My baby boy is finishing his study soon! So fast...end of his 3 months already! I couldn't believe that time really flies! After his Europe tour he will be back in SEPTEMBER! I can see him soon!

Been missing baby boy so so so much this month as he is struggling with his assignments and studies for final exam. We only get to talk on9 every Sunday. Erm..do not be wondering what am I doing with the blue Pillow in front of the laptop. Haha..I was video calling my BF while my brother curi cuci capture my picture doing stupid stuff with my BF... Yea..as u can see, I'm showing my BF his beloved pillow..His pillows are with me and I'm taking care of them (2 of them, but one has already been mine ^^)...

He misses his pillows and I'm just showing him his pillows....well and still 'alive' with me.. Filled with my scent...Hahahahah!!! XD

Haha...skin is almost healed!!! Yay

Camwhored a little today after my dental check-up!

Stay tune and take good care people!

AIDS

2011-08-16T13:21:00.002+08:00

I'm currently doing my revision on AIDS (Acquired Immune Deficiency Syndrome). While reading, I personally beginning to have mixed feelings about this disease. When I was younger, I heard many comments by the elder generations about this disease." Yerrr.. 'Ai Je Bing'! Surely have multiple partners and always visit prostitute". People are actually having misconception on what AIDS really is. Now that I'm studying about this, I feel pity for those having the disease. Firstly is that, there's no cure at all for this disease, only prevention. Secondly, people with this disease are always looked down upon as, having multiple sexual partners that's why they get AIDS.

However, the pure fact about this disease is..well, of course it's related to sex..as unprotected sex is ONE of the WAY OF TRANSMISSION of Human Immunodeficiency Virus (HIV). So those having multiple partner with unprotected sex, the risk of transmission of the HIV virus increases. The virus can also be transmitted to another person through blood, semen, vaginal fluid, breast milk and other fluids with blood.

What AIDS really is? It's not a sexual disease, just to clear things up. It's a disease due to breakdown of immune system and causing multiple infections and opportunistic infections. Infections causes body system to be affected, and slowly cause malabsorption of nutrients from food. When nutrients are not sufficient, immune system further weaken and infections will continue to occur.

The first 1 to 2 decades of life are not really obvious for HIV carrier as the symptoms are not so obvious. There are 4 stages in AIDS:

1) Acute HIV Infection (4-7 weeks): Infections are short and symptoms are flu-like, immune system reacts to HIV virus and antibody produced to protect body from infection. A -ve HIV result when HIV test are done at this stage.

2) Asymptomatic Chronic HIV Infection (months to years): No symptoms, HIV level drop low but still detectable

3) Symptomatic HIV Infection: Over-time, immune system will slowly weaken as it becomes too tired fighting HIV virus all these while, HIV virus also becomes mutant and pathogenic and attacks antibody. Body cannot replace the antibody fast enough results in decrease immune system function = increase infection risk (opportunity infection)

4) AIDS @ Advanced HIV: Immune system destroyed with antibody <14% in body.

From the readings, this makes me so fear for this disease. I think people should put down their 'color glasses' and try to support those with HIV or AIDS because some of them, don't really want to be carrying the disease. Some got it from their mother (innocent right?). Some get from accident or due to small cut or wound and exposed to blood with HIV without notice...It's just so pitiful..

God bless these people, help them to be strong to withstand the disease!

Family Dinner

2011-08-16T11:49:00.002+08:00

My semester break is long enough for me to spend maximum time with my family. I love my family...all of them because without them, there will never be Leong Lai Peng. There will never be ME!. My family is the one that shapes me to who I am today. i'm proud to say that without my parents, there won't be me. In the past, I did many wrong things and my mother wanted to send me to the officers for me to face the legal act. Due to love, I was given a chance to change and be better and I am now. I will never forget what happened back then..I must thank my mum and dad for protecting me by being stern and firm with their parenting skill... If they go easy on me and spoil me, then I might ended up being in jail already..TQ Mie, TQ Ba

My brother! Younger not elder brother k? Hehe... Closest to me among my siblings.

My mum! She's really a tough lady and without her, I will never be able to back to the right path!

I will try my best to be better person! Will not make my parents worry!

Besties Again!

2011-08-15T08:58:00.006+08:00

Yohoo! Outing with besties was a success! And we met for few hours! Though short but we had great time talking and laughing! We've known for so many years. Especially Wai Leng and Jyn Ling, we have known for 11years. Chia Wen a little shorter. But friendship is not measured by how long we've known but how well we can get along and the close relationship that is shared with sincerity, love and caring for each other. I do cherish our friendship. U all have been with me to listen to my troubles and always shared problems with me! I love u girls! See u all again soon!

Introducing two of my besties! Wai Leng & Chia Wen! Owh...Jyn Ling is the Camera-Girl!

Now, introducing the July birthday girl. Haiz..So sorry for the delay of your birthday celebration. Sorry girl! Hope u enjoyed the cakes and lunch!

Next is Ms. Chia Wen. She'll be moving to Penang soon. Will surely miss her lots..='(

Now, this is ME! With the DIY shirt I made last week! I find this so cute! Besties agreed that this shirt is cute too!

Seeing me holding the Secret Recipe menu holder, it means we were at SR!! Cakes time!!! Yay!

Jyn Ling's Espresso Cheese! Yummy! I think the Espresso fragrant is just too good! If u wanna get the good calories and also stand the night out to study, this is a good option! Snack and coffee together!

My Hazel Cheese. The hazelnuts are just too delicious! Provides me with omega-3 and 6!

Miss Ngeaw @ Meow's Green Tea Cheese! It's rich with green tea which is a good antioxidant! Good choice girl! U can stay 18 like u always said! Lol

Chia Wen's favourite Banana Chocolate cake! OMG! It's huge! Banana is rich is potassium which can help to maintain ur blood pressure at the normal range! Chocolate can makes u happy too! Wise choice again!

Wish to meet u girls again! So do comment below to arrange the outing again b4 i go bck KL next months k? Love u girls!

Hate

2011-08-13T16:36:00.001+08:00

I HATE ACNE! I HATE PIMPLES! ARGGHHH! CAN'T YOU JUST GO AWAY?!

Love myself

2011-08-12T11:36:00.002+08:00

I know i've been depressed about so many things and just now I went to cheer myself up by getting a hair-cut, wash and temporary straightening to make my hair looks nicer. Yea..indeed the effect made me feel better!

^_^

Bright days ahead LLP, don't give up!

Stress

2011-08-12T09:57:00.003+08:00

Life is so stressful right now...Haiz...I feel alone and want people to care about me. I want attention and a good listener. Sometimes I just cannot control me emotions anymore. And the anger just burst out! Haiz..

Leong Lai Peng...

Why? Why so 'chung dung'? Why release ur anger and stress on ur loved one?

Haiz...bad temper bad habit..out out out from me! Plz...

Pampering my hair

2011-08-10T11:15:00.003+08:00

Life everyday is full of stress and weather itself is hot and depressing me..My skin and hair turning more dull as I've been really busy with studies and work. Stress coupled with lack of attention towards my skin and hair made my appearance turned to a massive terrible state..UGLY and DULL! Lolz.. Depressing!

Today I take a short break to pamper my hair a little. My hair is a little longer now than my previous short hair. The curls are getting less obvious = dull and messy hair if I do not apply hair moisturizer. Haiz.. My hair mask is made by simple ingredients; olive oil and coconut milk. Simple remedy but it really helps to make hair stronger and shinny. Previously I used this hair mask quite frequent and my hair was at its best state that time..

Now I must take a break from work and pamper myself. When my hair is healthy, my physical appearance will improve, so confidence higher and I will be much better and happy to face study again! Yay

Simply mix appropriate amount of coconut milk with 2-3 teaspoons of olive oil. Mix evenly and apply the hair mask carefully. Believe me, the mask is LIQUID so it will get pretty messy if u don't apply on ur hair properly. And I will tie my hair to a little bun after apply the mask and cover my hair with a shower cap!

Taadaa! This is how I look after putting on the shower cap..[Maybe some of you are wondering how do I look with shower cap..=D]

Happy reading, trying, pampering and take good care

Much loves,

Cheryl

( I think this name is nice with my chinese name. What do u think?!)

Good luck

2011-08-08T18:30:00.004+08:00

[Glitterfy.com - *Glitter Words*]

Baby baby, good luck for ur assignmentssss!!! Alot alot assignments so I must give u lot lot support and encouragement to go on further!

So, first support....

You must fight fight fight...Struggle to do more and work harder..Don't let things let u down..Fight for it baby! Hiakk!!!

Second support!!!

I give u a HI-5 first! Go go go! Piak! Ganbateh!

Then,

Give you double HI-5...Yay! My baby is the best you can do it!!! Always can! I trust and have faith with u!

Lastly,

No matter how tough life is at UK with assignments, always smile facing it! You can do it..Smile coz it can reduce stress and can make u happy to face tough work!

Love u, support u always!

Ur baby

Reading

2011-08-08T18:00:00.002+08:00

I've got this book from Mrs Chee, my ex-tuition center principal. It's written by Michelle Looi, a friend of Mrs Chee. She's a cancer survivor. The purpose of selling this book is for charity purpose and also a way for Michelle to share her experience and feelings throughout her battle with her cancer. It includes spiritual approach and also some methods to combat the disease. So I bought this book for RM20.00 and read 2-3 chapters already. Slow reading but I think it's a very meaningful book as it talks about aspects of believing in God and also opening up her heart to accept the disease and also appreciate her time and people she loves. She talks about forgiving and loving others and loving oneself and this can actually make a person happier and life more worthwhile...

Very meaningful book. I hope this book can give me an idea on how to help those cancer patients during my clinical practice next month. Just hope that I can manage it!

Wanna make my own shirt

2011-08-07T11:33:00.004+08:00

I suddenly have a feeling to make my own shirt just like Bubbi.. I like this bow tie shirt she made on her own.. Just so coincidence I'm having a black shirt and I wanna a

ccessorize it with cute fabrics to make it cuter! I hope my project will be successful!! Yay

So here's my product after 2-3 hours of selecting fabrics and tugging the bow to desired size and sewing them onto my shirt! Lolz... Instead of using scoop neck shirt, I used a fitted shirt with puffy shoulder. I picked checkers cloth for my bow and I really like the combination of the bows with my black shirt..

Gonna show my baby boy my shirt tonight! Yay!

Stationary and Beauty Haul

2011-08-03T14:30:00.005+08:00

Today went out with besty Jyn Ling..yay! And we purchased some products and stuff that we wanted. This girl wanted to buy a pair of shoes but currently Jusco is not having great promotions so she gave up her wish.. But for me I manage to buy some items that I really need this month.. As I said before that study is in the mood, so I purchased some stationery like pens, highlighters and sticky flags for noting chapters in my note book

Been really stress lately with work and my studies so can imagine what happened to my skin. Lolz...breaking out like hell especially at my temple and jawline.. Terrible.. Treating it making my skin dry as well.. So many dead skin cells. Wanna remove it but using ordinary scrub can be very harsh on my skin. I searched online and found that using tool like facial cleansing pad and AHA (alpha hydroxy acid) and BHA (beta hydroxy acid) product can help to remove dead skin cells more effectively than ordinary scrub. So I purchased a cheap facial cleansing pad from Jusco (RM2.90). This little tool can help to effectively clean ur face and I've tested it out just now. It's very gentle and after rinsing, I can feel skin so much softer...^_^

I also bought this cheap AHA/BHA cleanser by Hada Labo. Well, Cetaphil working well and gentle but since that lately been having a lot dead skin cells, and I don't want to hurt my skin by using harsh scrub, I think this can help my skin out. This cleanser is claimed to be able to clean ur skin from dead skin cells and reveal soft skin like hard boiled egg (tamago). And I like it. I used it with the cleansing pad just now, and skin really soft after rinsing...Pimples are less red too! =) Cost bout RM16 for 50g and I use just a little of it so I guess it's cost effective as it's not expensive and works. But still I need to put a little time to test this for longer time..

Skin happy happy!

This video kinda helpful...Happy watching

Tired and needed a good rest

2011-08-03T08:44:00.003+08:00

My holiday left about a month now and I have so much more to read up.. Everything has to be covered and if possible mastering all the skills and theories that I've learnt from first year till third year. Haiz..I'm so afraid that I cannot make it in time..

Kind of regretted my decision to work so long and every time I finished working during the day, at night will be really tired to open up my notes to study. Last month was worse whereby every wednesday and thursday I still have to teach tuition classes. Imagine my tiredness that two days.. Although earning pocket money is good but I have sacrificed my time to study...

Sad thing..=( Can u see how much things to study? Look at the pile of notes!

Teaching tuition is not as easy as I imagined. Here's the notes for classes that I'm gonna teach. Good thing is this month I'm not teaching two days but only one day. I really can't take so many things and neglect my study again. Everybody needs help from me, who going to help me with my study? NO ONE!!! Only myself...so people...everyone, pls let me go k??? Tired already sacrificing for u all...and I loss all my precious time for study. See the notes? It's all empty without answers and I have to do all on my own..Time? My own time again so solve all the maths questions..haiz...terrible..

The thing that make me feel so bad is that everybody make me feel like I'm wrong for not helping them. My boss's wife make it sound so terrible that I wasn't there. Haiz...what do they want me to do actually???

End

XOXO

Taking care of my health

2011-07-26T17:51:00.002+08:00

I used to drink Scott's Emulsion but out of the sudden someone suggested me to take fish or cod liver oil instead as these oils are pure liver oil unlike Scott's Emulsion which are not purely 100% fish liver oil.

So, I went to those Chinese Med Shop and purchased a bag of fish liver oil. Well, it's a product from China, but my family has been trusting and dealing with this shop for a long long time and since the owner convinced me that the fish liver oil from China is OK and not having any problem, I purchased it for a try to see if it's good or not. It's not expensive -RM9.50 per 500 capsules. Cheap actually...! Haha

Well many benefits of fish liver oil and I hope it can improve my health in long run!

Stressful time ahead

2011-07-25T20:42:00.002+08:00

Life still have to move on, to a more depressing month ahead. I'd received an email from my course mate saying that preparations needed for the coming new semester. Well, unlike our catering posting b4 this, clinical training is something more serious and definitely needed more effort and attention in order to get everything smoothly during training..

Unfortunately, I've been too focusing with my part-time job and tuition classes at night and sort of neglected my study recently. After reading the email I began to notice that I've been left behind for so long...Yea, I'm left out behind..I can't catch up with the things that I need to prepare. Left another month to new semester and, I still now blogging instead of studying...Haiz..Useless me

My baby boy been emotional lately and just recovered from his emotional state. He's still not in the mood to care much over what am I facing and I kinda depressed as well. But nothing can be done about it actually. If he doesn't care much I can't do anything also..Sad right? Haha...but I can't change anything about this! I must learn to love myself more...if other ppl doesn't care or love me, I still can love myself..and I must learn to protect myself more, and not letting ppl to hurt me anymore...especially those I love sincerely...

Today I made my love promise me will not neglect me no matter what. Even if he's not in the mood to talk, at least inform me, but not just neglect me and hide things from me...and this actually made me feeling so so bad the past few days...as nothing I can do to make him feel better and worse, he's not telling me how he is feeling exactly..depressing right? But nobody can understand this feeling that I ALWAYS feel...sometimes is really san fu and painful...

If you love me, then promise don't let me worry and sad anymore if can...if can, don't let me feel so bad anymore....will you baby?

I feel that I'm very alike with Kae-In in the Korean series I'm currently watching- Personal Taste, she sacrifice a lot and think about other people more than herself. She cares more about other people's feelings instead of her own, and in the end, she got hurt so many times...Haha..like me, care so much for other people and forget myself...=(

Haiz..got to continue work....

End...

Hope can go through this without him...

Korean Drama Madness

2011-07-22T21:16:00.004+08:00

Been watching Personal Taste- a Korean series. I like this series because it's a very funny series and another reason is that the actor and actress are so cute. Throughout the whole series there were alot funny scenes and they are really cute couple...hehe..=) make me think of my baby boy!

End of the world

2011-07-17T16:06:00.003+08:00

Today, my brother suddenly threw me this question:

" Jie, if next year is the end of the world, what will you do?"

..... I looked at him and without thinking, I said, " I will want to spend the rest of the days with people I love and with Jian Choong. Do everything together, take

all money out to go holiday with him and get all the happy times together.."

He told me he will do the same thing as I will. =) I threw this question to my baby boy and he told me the same thing...=) I guess if the world really going to end, I will be doing things I never get to do b4..

1. I want to get married with baby boy

2. I want to go to Maldives, UK and even Hong Kong with family and baby boy

3. I want to adopt a dog or cat as pet with baby boy

4. I want to ask for forgiveness from my parents and people around me that I worked with and friends if previously I offended them

5. I want to try diving

6. I want to live and stay with baby boy and pamper him with good foods!

7. I want to make people I love to be happy b4 the world ends..

So many wishes...Haha...=) But of course the world dun end is better...but I still hope those wishes can become true even if the world do not end next year!

Cheers ^-^

Updated skin routine

2011-07-17T14:21:00.003+08:00

My previous posts mentioned that I had terrible skin with many breakouts and scars. It was super depressing and I switched my skin care routine to something else to calm the breakouts. Like for example I cleanser using oatmeal every morning to help reduce the amount of chemicals on my face from ordinary cleanser. And it really calmed the skin down as it does not have lots chemicals but just oats! =) Gentle enough for my skin and hydrates it.

As for night time, I cleanse using Cetaphil gentle skin cleanser. Well, put aside already my other cleansers. All of them were not as good as this baby here! =) Cetaphil cleanser is so so so gentle, perfect for all skin types and problem skin like acne and eczema. Now using this for about two weeks already and so far so good as it doesn't irritate my skin and pimples at all but somehow calmed it down. Skin slowly improving now.! Yeah! It's totally different from other cleansers I used b4 this as it doesn't clog pores, mild, hydrating, and does not foam up. Which in other words it cleanses the skin without striping the moisture from the skin, so skin is supple and hydrated after wash!

Babies that improved my skin condition lately: Oxy Blemish Control Moisturizer, Simple's Soothing Toner, Cetaphil Moisturizing Lotion. Oxy 10, and Cetaphil Cleanser

Next baby here is the cetaphil moisturizing lotion which I use it as my daily moisturizer already. It's very light and runny (which means more water than oil in it). It's also not comedogenic (will not clog pores = won't cause breakouts). Give ***** to it.. The very first time I used this was terrible as I apply the normal amount that I use, and it cause my skin so oily. It's over moisturizing my skin and making it so oily and I broke out. Then, I stopped using it and slowly adjusted the amount to half of the normal amount I used, and surprisingly, it absorb so quickly and not oily at all...=) Makes my skin so soft and hydrated all day..I couldn't believe it. After that day, my skin started to improve and I can see it's glowing, and not because of oil, but because my skin is so moisturized after using this! Yay! Found something that works so well now..Happy!

Owh, skin happy I'm happy too! I know I spent alot on products but all is because I can't find something that can stick to my skin long enough and doesn't give me significant results..but I do hope that something simple and gentle like what I'm using now can make me stick to it forever! Hopefully!

End

I wanna go OUT

2011-07-15T12:47:00.002+08:00

My life now is super dull without my friends and baby boy. I miss all of them. Though with my family, everyday my routine is the same which makes my day dull and boring. Nowadays since I've started to help out with Maths tuition at wijaya, my wed and thurs are even more tiring and boring. Haiz..I got to teach for whole July. What a pathetic month. I got no own time for wed and thurs because I got to work during the day and the few hours b4 tuition classes I got routine job to do at home everyday...sobz..

Wat a tiring day and boring life here without baby boy. Wish he's here to bring me out...Miss u my love

End

XOXO

How lucky am I

2011-07-11T17:33:00.007+08:00

Do you know how a person is considered lucky?

A person is lucky to be in love

A person is lucky to be able to love someone

A person is even luckier to have some who loves him @ her

A person is the luckiest when he @ she is loved by the person he @ she loves..

How lucky am I to be in love with this guy

How lucky am I to

be loved by this very particular special guy

Where am I to find someone who loves me, protects me, care for me and willing to spend the rest of his life with me?

What can I ask more when this guy willing to vow to be with me forever, despite having to face all my weaknesses?

So, am I the luckiest person to have him?

Yea, I am the luckiest girl on earth to have Lee Jian Choong in my life...I love ya baby..Muacks..

Missing you greatly baby..='(

Hoping to Heal my SKIN

2011-07-11T17:14:00.004+08:00

Hello people. I remembered that I mention about my distress over my skin the past week and now I wanna say I'm glad that my skin has improved after a week of using oatmeal to cleanser my skin in the morning and using a gentle cleanser. =)

I'm happy to share with u my routine. Haha..morning cleanse with oatmeal and at night using gentle cleanser. Every time after shower, I will moisturize right away using Ego's QV Lotion. It's a lotion formulated for dry and sensitive skin. After a week of using this moisturizer, skin is smoother and more hydrated of course..

Now, I also purchased a gentle cleanser for skin which is

from the famous brand Cetaphil. I've just used this cleanser for two days and I can tell that it's very gentle and does not dry my skin at all even after I pat my face dry..=) nice and soothing. Cool thing is it does not foam up at all.. =) Gentle for even baby's skin. So I will try for some time see how is it for real.. but it has made my skin less red and obviously healthier..=)

The bad thing now is that the QV lotion has actually expired. OMG. I just saw it. It belongs to my mum and she doesn't aware of the expiry date. Now that the lotion has half of it left, I got no idea to continue using or get a new one.. =.="

But I will give Cetaphil cleanser a few more days trial and if it's really improve my skin, then I might as well get their lotion as well..Gentle stuff always care more for our skin..I begin to believe it now..!!!

XOXO

Updates

2011-07-08T15:08:00.002+08:00

Well I've neglected my blog for a long time again. Forgive me. Lolz.

There are just too much things to share here in my blog. I'll put this like a diary then. Back to my life here the whole last week. Last week was kinda tiring because I work whole week at grocery shop. Sunday although is a holiday but then at home I still have to help out at home. =( A lot to do and it's really tiring. Working at the grocery shop is an interesting job because I get to hear so many gossips and things happening around my hometown, and also in Malaysia.

Another cool thing is that I can play and work at the same time. There'a a cat named Lucky at the shop and she loves to play hide and seek with me. But she always managed to make me jump while we're trying to peep at each other. We also run around the shop. It always started off with having me chasing after her, but slowly it appears that she's chasing me after a few rounds of marathon. Lolz. Sh'e so cute and adorable..=) Next time I can consider a cat as a pet..

Another thing was, last week I broke out like hell. My face was red, painful and covered with huge and small pimples especially on my cheeks, temple and forehead. It was very painful and sucky because I couldn't help but to touch it, and it made things worse. I suspected that the cleanser sample I got together when I purchased my toner, was a culprit to the breakout because before I used it, my face was ok but after that my face turned into a disaster. Now that I've stopped using it, my skin actually clearer now and no more massive breakouts. =) Thanks god..I cleanse with a gentle cleanser as I read from the net, gentle products actually work best for all skin type and those with acne and pimples. So I cleanse once daily with gentle cleanser and in the morning with oatmeal....Oatmeal? Yes u din read wrongly, I use oatmeal to cleanse my skin every morning now. It makes my skin glow and hydrated. Best is, it's cheap and not harmful at all because it's food that we take in..doesn't have much chemical...I got this idea from Bubzbeauty..check her out too! =) She made awesome makeup, hair and skincare tutorials..

Ok till next time..bye

And take care...

XOXO

Future plans

2011-06-29T17:18:00.002+08:00

My baby told me that he's planning to further study for master program in UK. Depends on the financial condition on the family. When I first found out about the plan I was pretty sad because I wasn't told straight from him. Well, he said haven't really decide yet so I wasn't told. Now that I found out I was sad because we've planned so much to having holiday together after he is back from UK in October, but then suddenly he wanted to continue study for another year which means I have to wait here alone till next year for him to be back. Just feel so scared because in such long distance and time can make things change.. nobody can guarantee anything...feel so scared...

But today he told me that I'm part of his future plans. He wanted to have a future with me and if he were to really study and eventually get a job in UK, he wants me to be there with him. I asked him how important I am and he said I'm the most important to him. I wanted to know it because I'm afraid to wait him back and in the end I mean nothing much to him. If he meant what he said, then I will wait for him to come bck after a year, or in the case of really settling down in UK, I may be going off there to be with him- if nothing happened...i wish everything will be fine and we will always together..

Hoping and wishing it well...=)

End of the week

2011-06-25T16:46:00.003+08:00

Today is saturday and is pretty sad that the end of the week is reaching soon...really tired today.

Got back from work at grocery shop and pretty tired again as usual...stand the hunger till 2pm plus before I can take my own meal..sucks..=(

Reach home took a good shower and felt fresh again...took my lunch [tapao food] and I went online to check on my emails and FB. Got no messages and I've expected that. What to do, he and I also don't know is it having cold war or not..Sobz...Sad also no use..life still have to move on...working does makes me feel drifted away and drag my mind off from thinking about him...it's true that loving someone can be really painful and suffocating...and people always says why so suffering also want to get involved? I also don't know how to answer...u love someone that's why u will have to go through the bad times of arguments, cold wars and accepting someone that has different character and perceptions from yours...thats why love can be suffering too...

I wanna sleepppp...dunwan think...dunwan wake up....time pls stop at the happy moments only...sobzzz

A bad day

2011-06-24T21:57:00.002+08:00

Today had misunderstanding with him and it made my day so bad...well I deserve it because I was the one causing the problem and misunderstanding....padan muka

Today have no mood to do my things and I didn't talk much with my family members. He also didn't say anything to me after that. Showed me the conversation telling me I was the one didn't read properly what he said...my bad...

Beginning to think that I'm not a good person to be with actually. I know he's suffering after couple with me... Just that he doesn't want to tell me how he feels...Sometimes I think it's better for him to look for someone else better than me...a girl that can trust him completely...obey him and never ask him for this and that, provide him total freedom and love...

I don't fit any of those...I don't know what am I anymore....a terrible monster....

I want to sleep and never wake up anymore......

Things not as beautiful as we think it is

2011-06-24T15:57:00.002+08:00

Just notice that things not as we think it is..sometimes it's not as perfect as we think it is...not beautiful like we wish it is...really need to wake up from the silly naive dream of mine...need to face the fact that nothing is smooth and beautiful like i always imagine and hope for...

No nid worry because he's not reading whatever that I post here in my blog...I didn't know that all these while he actually don't like to read my blog... I don't know at all...and make a mess and misunderstanding in FB...lolz...thought we were thinking of the same thing and...click with each other...owh...which is not....really sad to know that...

I sound really so forcing him...Sorry if I do..I just don't know how to be his gf...Wish god can tell me...

Been missing him a lot lately

2011-06-22T20:20:00.002+08:00

I've been missing him a lot lately...we didn't chat as often and din get call from him already. He got used to his new life there already...which makes me missing him even more...how i miss him...=(

Baby...free drop me a call...let me hear ur voice...very long din hear ur voice already...